
Random and sometimes not so random thoughts and happenings of my life. Good shit. 
keep ya head up sista gurl cuz I feel for you!
So, wow....long time no talk!
I know, you guys missed me but life has been so topsy-turvy that it's been uber hard to remember the things i used to do to keep my idle mind...not so idle!
Anyway, if you look on my profile..i finally have a pic up..I know! yay! Anyway let's see...what's new in my life???
Well i'm...
SiNGLE...
[mixed feelings on this topic...]A SoPHOmOrE iN CoLLEgE
...STiLL cUte
....rEaDy 2 gO hOME!
So i think that about catches you up! LOL Anyway, i got to make a few errands! Love you guys...STiLL!
Life's been stressful...
Too stressful to write about but i'll be back soon!
Love all ya'll!
I'll holla!
random thought: sources say he was "stressed".
er, he had 1 1/2 hits. if he takes his eyeball out over that...usher should be dead.
wowerz. what kind of crazy mess is houston going through???
if u dont know the story go to MTV.com. i wont linger long on this but...the boy is messed up. so now what? well, i figured he could try the eye patch thing
(i.e. romeo from the group, immature). the only problem with that is..well.. we all knew that he had an eye under there. hmm, it's just a thought.
so i start working tomorrow at the world famous Walgreen's.
i'm excited seeing how this is my first job...ever! i have to go buy some 'work pants' tonight though because i apparently dont own any. 
so is it just me or is Valentine's day a stressor?
i mean for both parties. the boy doesnt wanna do the traditional flowers

and chocolates
and the girl isnt supposed to get a gift..but it's awkward if they don't. blah to the work of it all. but the gifts are always nice.

i'll holla!
random thought: january's gone already...damn!
i got my new computer. i'm tooo happy! now onto the entry!


now that i have access to the internet in my room....i have nothing to say. ha.
lets see....oh! this semester is good so far. i like my roommate. she's nice and she keeps her side clean...u gotta appreciate that.
i'm upload some pictures soon...seriously! so this was just a quick blurt! 
i'll holla!
random thought: damn i miss b2k!
hey hey hey! what up errbody?! i know ya'll missed me. i'm sorry the update took 4ever. but anyway lets get it on...
so first and foremost...my baby left 2 days ago!
i miss his ass already ((it's love! forget anyone who says otherwise...u know who u are)) we had a good talk the night he left about seriously getting our shit together. i mean we are both great people in everything we do but we procrastinate toooooo much.
but we're truly working on that. recently, i have never felt so close to him...ever. so thats an amazing feeling. [[i wuv u pooh!!!]]

school....
school....
starts back next tuesday. i guess im excited. heres the thing on saturday this chick calls me named Erin and she is supposed to be my new roommate. ok. fine. so we're talkign and getting along cool and then she's like 'well if the room change doesnt work out...i'm sure we'll be tight.' XCUSE ME?
so it turns out that she was supposed to be rooming with her best friend who already goes to reno. so why did the school have her call me? what the bleep kinda bleep is that?!?!?! wasting 20 minutes of my saturday to talk to a ''potential roommate''. riiighht.
[[and yes, i censored myself...it just sounds funnier that way...]]
hmm, what else? oh christmas was enjoyable. the best gift i got was some special limited edition air force ones that my baby got me. the worst gift was....er i guess i didnt have one. and thats awesome!
well i think thats it. hello to all my bravenet homies and rona bear, pooh bear, and errbody else! [[mike...u got pissed cuz of the line at panda xpress?! my! my baby's gotta temper! hahaha]]
random thought: i dont think i'm the only one glad that my roommate is gone...the whole damn floor is pretty excited!
MY ROOMMATE IS GONE! THE BITCH IS DONE! I'M SOOOOOO HAPPY! she really is as bad as i say she is...no joke. she's just evil. the couch that was in our room is no longer there but you'll love the story....
her mom says that she cant take it home so instead of leaving it she takes it down the hall to my friend Sara because she says she wouldnt DARE keep it in my room. what the hell?!?
that's the dumbest shit i've ever heard. i didnt want the couch anyway but damn. she treated me like a criminal. oh but we all know Sara told on her and was like she didnt even want it. it's a fuckin' $10 couch! seriously. no one wants it. she's just so ignorant.
the semester is over....and i think i bombed.
it's so bad but i'm not too down about it. i came to college not as prepared as others and now i know my mistakes. the bad news is though that if i dont have a 2.5... i cant be a RA next year so that sucks. but enough of the sad stuff! just wish me luck! i'm enrolled in 15 credits for next semester and i'm prepared. i know what i have to do. and i know what i wont do. 
on to the good news...i'm going home tomorrow at 1:00. i'm so excited!!!
not that i dont like it here..but i'm tired. my girls shanera and anastasia live in vegas too so "DC3" wont be broken up. i'll post pictures when i get back in january. hmm, lets see...oh mike is coming back to visit me in january and i'm so happy. everyday i fall in love with him more and more. i love it. i just cant wait to go home and see my mommy and granny and sister though. just kick it ya know? it'll be a nice break.
not too much else is happening. hello to ::usher and a. keys:: myyyy booooo MICHAEL. and my second booooo SHARONA! Love ya'll. call me! i swear i wont be busy! Mike--dont forget to pick sharona up on thursday or else
...you'll REALLY have to buy her "checkers". lol. Mike never buys food we want Rona Bear. He owes me Chinese. Alright enough of the babbling. 
AND NOW....THE PLUG.....
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Aight...I'll holla! 
random thought: school went by waaaayyyy toooo fast!

hey everyone! finally, an update! alright so how was everyone's thanksgiving?? i enjoyed my vacation a lot! i got to see me mom, my grandma, my sister, and my boyfriend for the first time since august. i was soooo excited. i got a build-a-bear! she's sooo adorable and she's named after me. the food was excellente as usual. i even got to bring some back and that's truly what's up! my mom has a boyfriend and i'm not too crazy about him. i don't know. i guess i know my mom can do way better than him. i'm not cock blockin'..just wanting her to take advantage of her qualities and opportunities.
next week is finals and i'm scared shitless! so i got a lot of studying to do. so wish me luck!
gotta get to some english! i'll holla!
random thought: just because it's a lilttle chilly outside does NOT give you the right to set the heat in the library to "COOK HANSEL & GRETEL" !!!!!! I'm dyin' man!
so i'm slowly melting away in my seat trying to get through this journal entry. bare with me.
so my 6 page paper about why i idolize the hip-hop culture is due tomorrow morning. as easy as that sounds, it's not that easy. it's hard to put on paper your feelings and ideas about something that you've been surrounded and succumb by for over 18 years, ya know? so i'm wingin' it. i was thinking about adding some rap lyrics to my paper to intensify it a lil'.
i dont know. when i'm finished, if anyone wants to read it...let me know. i'll take the criticism. good or bad. and try not to cry
...just playin'. 
yay! 6 more days and i'm goin' home! i'm sooooo excited.
i can't wait to see my mom and granny and sister and my boyfriend!!! i miss them so much! PLUS my mom's got a new boyfriend that i have YET to meet. so i'll be looking foward to that. i wonder if he'll be at the airport. call em meanbut i dont think that he should be because it'll take away from the "ME time" i'm expecting. yikes! sometimes you can see the GEMINI seeping through my pores! i can't help it!
on monday i will know if i get to enroll into the counseling and educational psychology class for the RA position. wish me luck still!
alright i work to do. love ya'll. i'll holla!
random thought: what is going on with the Sacramento Kings?!?!?!?!?

roommate problems much?
so my roommate has seriously pissed me off! basketball was on last night and she had the fuckin' nerve to sit her ass in the room with her friend and watch MY damn TV with the cable that my family pays for and watch West Wing. the only rule i have with my TV is that she has to repect my wishes. she cant watch it when: 1. im watching something. 2. i'm about to watch something. 3. or if basetball is on.
Hmm. Okay, so I told her I was on my way back to the room to watch the game and for some reason she must have temporarily forgotten english or something.
so instead of letting the "typical black girl"
come out, i left and decided to watch the game in my friend's room. when she left the room, i went back and wrote out a letter that pretty much said: you disrepected me. didnt appreciate it. youre lucky i didnt whoop your ass. leave my shit alone. thank you. 
had my RA interview today. i did good. i'm excited.
i hope i make it to the class. pray for me!
that's it. i'll holla.

If not, I'll have my own hip hop mag. That would be hot!
I'm gonna take the Math placement test today to test out of my class I have now because they is no way in hell I'm gonna pass the final. So i'm excited about that! Next semester, I will be enrolled in Math 120, Spanish 112, Journalism 101, English 102 and hopefully the RA class! If not, it'll be either Polictical Science or er, something else....
So wish me luck in both areas!
but this week. ((SERIOUSLY!!!!!!)) i'm starting my new routine. working out on mondays, wed. and maybe fridays. yesterday i weight trained and did cardio and reg. arobics. And today I'm dying!!!!
I've been eating better and I that's cool. my friend Anastasia told me that she is determined to get us in shape. so i guess i have a personal trainer. lol.
